

NewI don't know what you've done to me but I can't say I don't like itNew
I don't know where I'm going but it can't be anywhere close to down
The way I feel with you baby I'm floating on that cloud
It has no name because I can't remember if I've ever felt this way...
Something new for someone new for a new beginning
My heart beats triple time everytime I see you
Even when you just look at me...my world disappears so it's just you and me...
It's crazy...
Don't know where to go, don't know where to turn...
Reaching out and knowing that I'll be able to touch your hand


A lot on my mindI can't cry the same tears I cried when Jamal died.A lot on my mind
I can't cry the same tears I cried when my aunt died...
I can't cry tears when there are those I loved that are no longer given life
I just can't cry over something so superficial as love lost
....but some songs just...the feelings...the pain....you can FEEL it
I shouldn't have listened to it in the first place but...you can't just STOP
You can't just say "turn off" to your feelings and not worry about someone
I just...ugh...hate myself....hate him....hate what happened....
I'd rather he be gone from nothing then from something...  


Needing to Vent..When you have a lot on your mind all you can really do is write it out....I'm not even lookin at the computer anymore. Just moving my hands as fast as I can so that the words will escape my mind before i have the time to think about them and make them go back into the cave they just escaped from...I didn't cheat and I know i didn't. I'm sorry that you regret the decision you made. I'm sorry that decision caused so much hurt, but that doesn't mean that you can just say now that we weren't broken up but just on break...we weren't on break. I wouldn't change my relationship status to single if it was just a break...I was tired..tired of the backNeeding to Vent..


You Couldn't Be There...A lot of things run through my mind Today was a day where a "love" like ours was needed Yet you couldn't be there for me I find that extremely interesting And why couldn't you? Because you think the kiss me and your friend shared was worse then reading a text that you shared another girls bed? Smh, apart of me wats to be cold and tell you to get over it But I know it's hard for you But you couldn't...not even with all that "love" you have Maybe your love isn't what you thought it was?You Couldn't Be There...
But I'm not streesing or being/getting depressed I can't change hohw you feel and I don't thi


- Drift -The days and nights run together like smoke through water. a muted haze that drifts in and out of consciousness.- Drift -
Amnesia guts all ideas, thoughts, feelings, with her little barbed claws of razorwire. they flop around, meaty silver flashes cured in crimson.
my body heaves with expired fish like some horrible afterbirth of a miscarried verb.
a semblance of expectation puffs out in a plea, to be reclaimed gracelessly by the fog.
I drift to be similarly taken.
through this


The Sweet SerumI lie there. The pain. It's exquisite. Like nothing I've ever experienced. I continually await for someone, anyone, to come. Feel this pain. See this feeling. Know it. There is nothing like it. All hums and whirrs and ecclectic beeps. Head pounding with a feeling of undone. I awaken. I rest. I feel the life threads outside of my body. Hear the faint clicks, spins, hums. An entire symphony lulling a beast to inebriation. I harbor the beast. I am the beast. Oh, but this pain is exquisite. This painThe Sweet Serum
There are soft-soled foot steps just beyond the curtain. Whispers of starched white cotton. I try at words. The beast has my throat. It
| I'm different always have been an I plan to stay that way. Unique, strong-willed, truthful, and crazy weird are the basis of who I am. I don't tolerate disrespect and I won't settle for less than the best.Write something about yourself. |
I appreciate it more than you know
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Blue m&ms and skateboards in the driveway on a cold October day
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With love comes great responsibility...I am your's for whatever it is you'd like...You are mine to protect as your life is my life and my body your body
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Blue m&ms and skateboards in the driveway on a cold October day
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With love comes great responsibility...I am your's for whatever it is you'd like...You are mine to protect as your life is my life and my body your body
I just never expend the energy to click the fav button
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Blue m&ms and skateboards in the driveway on a cold October day
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I AM-Mark Shultz [link]
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I believe in Jesus Christ as my savior. If you do too, then copy and past this onto your signature!!
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With love comes great responsibility...I am your's for whatever it is you'd like...You are mine to protect as your life is my life and my body your body
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