OMG SOOOO HAPPY!!!
AffectionI'm sooo excited it's the same guy I was talking about in my other journel...the one who was dubbed sir Channce....OMG soooo much has happened that it's crazy to believe that it all was in the same week...shoot it was all in 3-4 days...I mean...who would have guessed that me and him would be where we are now.......I'm so happy that I can't even write a lot and that's scary lol....he's great.....one of my favorite things he does is that when i'm looking off or have my eyes closed or napping or something he starts to rub my face and he just stares at me and smiles...I LOVE IT....he treats me...like a queen but he doesn't spoil me. I mean...it's just...a great balance...More later....
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A lot on my mindI can't cry the same tears I cried when Jamal died.A lot on my mind
I can't cry the same tears I cried when my aunt died...
I can't cry tears when there are those I loved that are no longer given life
I just can't cry over something so superficial as love lost
....but some songs just...the feelings...the pain....you can FEEL it
I shouldn't have listened to it in the first place but...you can't just STOP
You can't just say "turn off" to your feelings and not worry about someone
I just...ugh...hate myself....hate him....hate what happened....
I'd rather he be gone from nothing then from something...
by ~AnitaEdwards
Needing to Vent..When you have a lot on your mind all you can really do is write it out....I'm not even lookin at the computer anymore. Just moving my hands as fast as I can so that the words will escape my mind before i have the time to think about them and make them go back into the cave they just escaped from...I didn't cheat and I know i didn't. I'm sorry that you regret the decision you made. I'm sorry that decision caused so much hurt, but that doesn't mean that you can just say now that we weren't broken up but just on break...we weren't on break. I wouldn't change my relationship status to single if it was just a break...I was tired..tired of the backNeeding to Vent..
by ~AnitaEdwards
You Couldn't Be There...A lot of things run through my mind Today was a day where a "love" like ours was needed Yet you couldn't be there for me I find that extremely interesting And why couldn't you? Because you think the kiss me and your friend shared was worse then reading a text that you shared another girls bed? Smh, apart of me wats to be cold and tell you to get over it But I know it's hard for you But you couldn't...not even with all that "love" you have Maybe your love isn't what you thought it was?You Couldn't Be There...
But I'm not streesing or being/getting depressed I can't change hohw you feel and I don't thi
by ~AnitaEdwards
Something RealThings change and people change. You think you know them but you don't. We all hide. We hide who we are and we try to protect ourselves. But it never works. We date, talk, say we aren't falling into a person but we DO! We lie to our friends and say we don't care. We lie and we say it doesn't matter when that guy or that girl you started to trust and care for betrays that trust. That trust you hadn't meant to truly give in the first place. That trust that they neglected to take hold of and cherish because they didn't believe in it, they didn't care, they were hurt, or they just didn't see it. We say we're okay, that you never thought it wouldSomething Real
by ~AnitaEdwards
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- Drift -The days and nights run together like smoke through water. a muted haze that drifts in and out of consciousness.- Drift -
Amnesia guts all ideas, thoughts, feelings, with her little barbed claws of razorwire. they flop around, meaty silver flashes cured in crimson.
my body heaves with expired fish like some horrible afterbirth of a miscarried verb.
a semblance of expectation puffs out in a plea, to be reclaimed gracelessly by the fog.
I drift to be similarly taken.
through this
by ~Aurora-Storm
The Sweet SerumI lie there. The pain. It's exquisite. Like nothing I've ever experienced. I continually await for someone, anyone, to come. Feel this pain. See this feeling. Know it. There is nothing like it. All hums and whirrs and ecclectic beeps. Head pounding with a feeling of undone. I awaken. I rest. I feel the life threads outside of my body. Hear the faint clicks, spins, hums. An entire symphony lulling a beast to inebriation. I harbor the beast. I am the beast. Oh, but this pain is exquisite. This painThe Sweet Serum
There are soft-soled foot steps just beyond the curtain. Whispers of starched white cotton. I try at words. The beast has my throat. It
by ~Masked-Lemon
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- Current Residence: HoCo
- Interests: Reading, writing, talking, looking at art
- Favourite movie: Titanic, Redline
- Favourite band or musician: Plus One, Chrisette michele
- Favourite genre of music: R&B
- Favourite artist: idk...my bff jill (lol)
- Favourite poet or writer: Shel Silverstein & Edgar Allen Poe
- Favourite photographer: ...idk
- MP3 player of choice: Ipod
- Wallpaper of choice: Emo, love, fantasy
- Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha
- Personal Quote: "Yabba", "Workin wit the slowness"
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- Email: lildi139@hotmail.com
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