How is it I started this ball rolling but you've stopped it
It was supposed to be a break for me to journey and remember
You turned it into something different no matter how many times...
I'm tired of it cuz like I said it's the same as I said the last time
The words have yet to change the feelings too, just don't understand you
It wouldn't have been that long and at first it was cool
Talkin and chillin and no hard feelings but no
Can't leave it alone, won't let the scab start to heal
Pick, pcik, pick and now I'm wondering who I really got wit
Pissed now cuz apparently I was wasting my time...my energy
Never thought it would apply to me
I said it and reassured but how many times do I have to say the words
When will enough be enough and you just take me for what I am
It's done
Nothing to fix anymore so I'm just goin to move it on
Keep chillin and if he catches my eye; I guess I'm in business
Is this how I wanted it
No
Is this how I saw it
No
Is this how it is
Yeah
Oh well that's it for my sun and my bright days til whatever happens next
It didn't have to be like this and I'm still pissed it is
But the end is the end, you got your permanent