Shut down
I'm the only one
There is no one else
The sun hides from me
Happiness and joy mock me
Coming for a time making what I was before seem like a dream
Now they have been taken from me and tainted with words I'd never think
There is nothing
There is no one
There is only me
Trying to forget, trying to shut everything out, trying not to feel or see
This could be, would be, should be it, this is it for me. Never again will someone get the key
Betrayers, back stabbers, abusers, and destroyers I seem to keep
I am what I am; there's nothing, no one else for me to be
There was never it
There can't be a whole time, forever
Never will there be a dream for me
Fed up and bein done...bout to hav what I will
Jealousy, no more from me
IDC enough to be jealous of anyone
Let'em do what they will to you cuz I got me
MOCKED
Opening my eyes thinking I saw sunshine
Yet there are clouds of gray
I close them again and I can see the sun rays....
I sit up thinking I hear laughter
I step out of bed to make my way
I enter and there is only sorrow...
Dressed in sheeps clothing, attracting me
Death awaits me and I know this
Even when I opened my eyes i knew something was wrong
The sun never shines for me
The laughter never intices me
Yet it did this one time....this time
NO MORE TIMES!!
Tricked and Bambooseled
I run from the laughter from the rays of gold warmth
I run towards the cold that i've always known
I embrace it and am forever stuck
My body fading to meld into the ice...temperature cooling...
Gone
There only a body, waiting, thinking eternally
The sun shall never warm us again
We are meant to be what we are....
We sing no more, we will mask
The innocent no more
The wolf instead...
Attacking my first prey, enjoy
Warmth unreturning the attack continuous
Sheep clothing itching me
But worth it so that others don't see...
What lies beneath....
no one's there